by Goro Takano
Over the floor of a room Where a woman who passed away last week had lived A man who cared for her on her deathbed Places systematically one hospital receipt after another She was keeping them all in order in her drawer
She was crawling all the time on this floor Dragging her legs too atrophied (due to her illness) To move of her own free will She used to compare herself to a masterpiece painting: Christina's World by Andrew Wyeth
As if to trace carefully the shadow of the crawling body The rows of her white hospital receipts grow slowly Once each of those printed papers touches the floor Every number on it starts to float and tremble
She used to wonder in this room What her last words would be like All her tip was missed after all What she really said before her final coma was:
Hundreds of golden Buddhist altars are ranged so beautifully Why is that evil roach still left loose among them? Is there anybody here? The horror! The horror!
The whole floor ends up covered by a hundred of hospital receipts The man collapses in the center of them like Christina Light from the window immerses them all in gold The man's shadow looks exactly like an insect
Drifting in the room is nothing but the faint scent of grasslands It is the scent of refusal or of freedom The valley of tears is already far away Everything in this room seems to be the creation of chance
A gust starts pounding the window again
All you have to do now is push it open— Do so if you want to return all those swaying numbers to the wild Do so if you want to reawaken from this coma |