by Daniel Bowman Jr.
Directions
Head right through the toothed wheel, through going home, through can't go home again,
out toward the scarred fir by the leaning poplar. At the bridge you'll hear your uncle laughing as he deflects an onslaught of marshmallows.
I'm sorry to say it, but the only way from there is directly into the creek. Then climb the hill and trace the crow-black abandoned strip mall parking lot's
Pollack-stripes of tar into the humid expanse until nothing has a name.
It might seem like you're going in a circle. That's perfectly natural; you're almost there. Just bang a hard left through your father's Brooklyn and make a wide turn around your mother's ear, through the cigarettes and pigeons.
At this point, you'll be under the compass. Which is not being lost but also is not somewhere but not nowhere. April Poem
Every year about this time I bury my mother's bones. And in May they spring up as lilacs and in June they float softly
on the Irondequoit Creek and in July they march down Columbia Street and end in smoke. Then in August they become
Poison Ivy creeping along the trail where I walk with my daughter. Soon they'll be hidden under dead leaves and snow.
But the thaw will have its say again next April and I'll reach for the shovel, happy for moonlight and a grasshopper's song.
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