by Judith Huang
The day they came the island was a mist the ship a stain. He could not command the elements then; they stormed him wild in drift he came to isle, the dark depths spat him like some infernal womb. Silver-scaled the sea writhed, the rain was wet and warm the wet was one long vowel of sound They were new-birthed then, frail, brittle- boned and pale, a mess of skeleton animate in the lightning storm. They gasped the dust, him clutching with two arms his dusty bundle, his magisterial robes were fluttering, ripped by the whirling wind The ship had drowned, swallowed by the whale of gaping shore, the rocks were stained with wood.
From all around the birdsong came to play the cries of scarlet birds with stone-black beaks berry-stained with undulating tongues the bright eyes flicker yellow in the dark lush, lush, the whispers of the palms: the washed isle is drenched in birth the dim-skinned huts are clutching storm-tossed froth, clearing up the eye And I, watching wary from my rock, of noble birth, my regal belly stooped to face the ground the dark muscular sinews of my arms clawed as any talon. I cast my yellow eye and watch the white man straggle up the shore, waking to the balming sash of sun, watch as their pale eyes watch the arid endless sky I hear their groans, their sibilants of air
Within my dark breast I saw the earth of these strange creatures, felt their fear black mirror of my own, and touched a paw to the flailing hand behind the back of our tyrannous queen Hungrily he suckled from the fruit drank of the blood I flayed from my own skin and colour rushed into his sallow cheeks I saw he had with him a little one and brought to him the lightest leaves Its little wails were sealed in reddened balm, and these would medicine to that sweet sleep that drowns the isle in somnambulant mist
And so the pale beasts grew in strength and wore the green leaved fibres as a robe his whelp he kept with undulating words and the red juice of twisted betel nut and in his cave were dusky leather books. In years my eyes betrayed my love for the fair small one, her eyes of summer green in nights I dreamt of her sundrenched hair which I would intertwine in tongue and tongue I grew weak with moons, and he held my love by my tender nape, and I poor fool, let him hold me there thought he would by my love be made heir of my isle
For these pale creatures I my queen betrayed for love to her was a kind of slavery I flicked my tongue with glee at his embrace when boiling down her shrieks of pain arose but little did I know the ground was blood – the molten gold of my black land was drained for this, her death, and bubbled up again when I, her son, could fight and so expel the new pale tyrant of our nestling isle of this ancient magic I knew not I was enslaved, in chains of siren-air in threads of sibilants from his silky tongue I knew it not; I worshipped him and her and cared not for my own dark mother's cries
I was a fool to think to win her love she was divine, come from some far off sun and guarded by a castrated airy demon a sprite of air, similarly enslaved to my good man. I offered her the sweetest figs and flowers, the red clay earth that fell in mystic petals; of bark and stone I honed the tin-bird skulls and jewelled claws I carved the dainty beads With my dark paws I taught her secret codes; the scratch and scuttle of our island tongue. But to these things the green eyes were impervious; she sang still in her strange melodic tongue. Yet slowly her soft girlhood ripened red, and while she would not love, she took for lust –
Tongue. Tongue: you will not believe the rivers dripping from the craven one when daddy came in I was the instant villain Remember the green scream, girl it was a lie; the dreams of every girl of age: reform. Reform the dark one teach me how to cuss, teach me the geography of the hungry little mouth the shapes it fills. She was a wonder then the innocent one, unschooled and yet the jewels of her face were city eyes for Caliban is coiled and dark of skin for Caliban stoops on a cunning spine and darling we would not want the isle to crawl with us, with greeneyed creeping ones
Ariel was released, but what of me? Milan could do with such a sorry sight Remind the glitter city that its own green vagrants are not the poorest ones They have forgot that I was once a prince who could command, that Ariel was my slave, that every glistering berry bore my name. And if I had been chained to my own isle, for exile is the deepest road to take, then I'm afraid, for slavened once, I could never rule again My own face in the water now seems pale the tongue will not entangle its soft words my half-moon eyes will pools of envy make my stoop will always stand for the servile
No one can bring to life my earthen queen for she is buried deep within the land whose wood has long already full been bled
whose shrieks are lost in some lost mothertongue. |