Ban-chan I was hungry.
My mother prepared
a table:
pickled cabbage,
thick-sliced radishes,
tofu stew.
She forgot
to serve
the semen of the strong
and tender,
so I took videos
of my un-wet lips,
and posted them
on YouTube.
The White LineI look like my mother, now.
She was always so frail, even when I was small, I surely could have carried her on my back the way my grandmother carried me on her back. My mother had crooked legs. And I have crooked legs. I was told to walk along on an imaginary line, and I believed—I believed it was a line my mother drew for me with a piece of white chalk, while I slept. She could not iron out my bones, she could not uncurl the fists I clenched while I dreamt of her, on lonely lightless nights, while she carved omens into the pavement outside our home.
My mother ate persimmons, her small tongue was quick and I could hear the “click click clicK” of her jaw as she plumbed the orange blossoms, because she stayed up all night washing the chalk from her sparrowed hands.
Hato I will take
your words, today,
like
Seoul Hahl-muh-nee would take
all the
hato cards. She would eat
them at night, with cured
cod and acorn mousse, swept
into her belly until