by Mingjuan Tan
Fusion Food
Our problem is not that we have too little to say, but too much. I exasperate you and you infuriate me and it is like this that we eventually collapse after the dinner that we have cooked together, crumbs of pineapple tarts and bocadillos veleños mingling in our mouths.
It is like this, spent, that we fall asleep in each others' arms mute with distaste my head against your chest and our legs tacked together, dangling off the edges of each others' bodies, this mutual scaffolding as precarious as the strange mix of flavours fuelling our uneasy dreams.
When we wake up it is with a foul taste in the mouth. Half-asleep, stomachs still churning, we take each others’ hands, gingerly – each contaminated with bacteria from the other’s poisoned tongue.
To Dream
The sleeping dog wakes, twitching, his attention quickly switching to the same bone from his dream, the same ball thrown for him. He jumps up and out of sleep from idea to actual leap. After he’s obtained his prize he’ll lie down and close his eyes, wants fulfilled and appetite sated, thanks to dreams uncomplicated. He’ll smile to himself and again imagine all the things that he could want: the same, again, as what he's seen and no less. But no more, because he can’t.
How Confucius’ butterfly, then, must have laughed and wept to wake up after he had slept and find that he was now a man. No longer limited by land and sky he would have murmured to himself and sighed in wonder and hunger for each thing now possible for him to dream. With every new fantastic thought his heart ached, he rapidly forgot the purity of pollen. Rubbing his eyes, he told himself he must have stolen the memory from that dream in which he was a simple butterfly. |