by Ravi Shankar and Joseph Stanton
1.
The castle looms blue upon the porcelain plate. A boat—blue, too—sails off-shore, sinister in its whisper of winds, while the beautiful daughter and her furtive lover cross the blue bridge in the porcelain rain and embrace under the blue willow.
When they look up from their passion two gigantic birds, ridiculous in their unlikely warp of wing, have filled most of the glazed white of the sky with a verve décoratif.
By the time you have finished eating the last of the crumbs off the plate the lovers have achieved their blue consummation, devoutly, behind the porcelain temple and sailed off in the blue boat,
while two men— a wealthy suitor and the girl’s father— watch in azure silence on the pale bridge as ceramic willow leaves fall and fall.
2.
Not unlike the snowflakes that settle in drifts, plowed and salted brown, in Detroit which has just gone bankrupt, where a couple, newly married, unpack their belongings from crates that once held Guatemalan oranges.
Under a framed playbill, a crumpled cat mask, plaid scarfs and a stack of 45s—Rare Earth, The Marvelettes, The Contours—the daughter now turned wife drew from tissue the very plate that embraced edges of so many knives,
a twisting genetic line of your forbearers, men with moustaches or stern women in high collars, whose sketchy sepia toned photos you may or may not once have seen. Here she is, fingering the scalloped edge,
with a lacquered thumb tracing the orifice like inside a shell found at a beach where boats dot the horizon and enormous seagulls dive for bluish bits of trash. By the time you ever crumble a croissant on the plate, she too will have disappeared.
3.
Because it is Friday night she has placed their two best plates— hers with its delicate decoration in blue, his with its precise red-brown trim— on the counter of their tiny kitchenette ready to receive the meal she has prepared,
but her husband, just home from work, remains oblivious to her pleas and sits, still in his work attire— white shirt, black vest, and blue tie.
He is hunched over his newspaper as if the scores inked on the page were the reason for his life within this tight parenthesis of yellow walls,
where his wife now sits, too, luminous in her red dress. She has stopped insisting and sits by the piano, plunking the same key over and over again, a D-sharp
that Edward Hopper can’t hear, staring at the couple from his seat on the elevated train sketching them quickly for a painting he might want to do,
and the wife, distracted by the rumblings of the train, begins to pick out the melody of “Ain’t We Got Fun” and thinks about her blue plate and how she would like to cruise away anywhere under its fragile sails.
4.
Not a tableau of a happy chappy with a hippy whooty, as the dropouts on the corner contend, snapping their fingers and beat-boxing freestyle riffs that contrast with their riches,
or lack thereof, only one of them ever even having eaten off a real plate. They band together to shoot dice, play stoop ball and skully with bottle
caps, anything to waste the hour before they know they must return to their women or to a whirlpool of viscerally swirling downwards addiction to the bottle or syringe.
The most exact possible transcription of intimate natural impression, what Hopper was after in painting those solitary figures in shadow, might better need cornet and drums,
music instead of paint to capture the sheer desperate, frenetic, bluesy hustle of life in the projects, where a boat is but a shape on the screen, a piano only something to hear struck in a pew.
5.
Sometimes I was along for the ride as he ran his Debit. Later we would veer over to Forest Park to fish tight-line off the side of a blue boat.
A castle abandoned after a World’s Fair loomed blue on the horizon, its ramparts catching late afternoon light.
Our lines would sing every little melody of current, refrain of rock, delicate trill of fish nibble. It was a tune the string made against the unmoving finger; the instrument playing its soloist.
With finger on string we could feel to the depths of watery places. We could sit for hours, catching little beyond glimpsed landscapes. Sometimes he only watched the line,
but I liked to rest my finger on the string so I could gaze at the other boats or the deft red-winged blackbirds and their awkward young zig-zigging tight lines from ground to sky to tree.
We spoke no more than did the water or the clouds drifting in the breeze.
6.
Glimpsed in flashes off the highway, a medieval jawbone sketch of crags against the skyline, then river between trees
and car, car, car as usual. Early mornings, alone with radio, you drive this stretch, and on some days startle at the sudden
vista of another century, the conjuration of arrow loops, crenellations, machicolations and murder holes, a barbarism
that on closer inspection reveals itself to be a simulation of the medieval, the quirky former residence of the stage actor
who brought the deerstalker cap, tweed Inverness cape and Calabash pipe to Sherlock Holmes. Sir William Gillette
who designed a fieldstone home in the German Rhineland- style, a gnarled knuckle of a mansion that allowed him to spy
on his guests with elaborate mirrors, escape through trick doors, and ride a train with guests like Charlie Chaplin around
his estate. The Nutmeg State is full of estates thinking nautical thoughts of birds and yachts upon the Sound, but the inner
cities of Hartford, Bridgeport and New Haven stay parched places, bereft of porcelain plates and bobbing blue boats.
When Gillette died, without an heir, he precluded possession of his land by any “blithering sap-head who has no conception
of where he is or with what surrounded.” You must confess then to having no clue about what special form of depthlessness
and difference this drive each morning passes you through, where you can see castles and panhandlers mere minutes apart,
where the Connecticut River swells from Quebec to Long Island, and where at the end of the day, you will start it all over again.
7.
At night it seemed a house in dark, fairytale woods so high were the maples and oaks in every yard.
By day it was just another suburb wedged between railroad tracks and expressways, paths of desperate transit to the desperate city, desperately needed because Long Island is so long.
But most nights blue napkins rested on a rosewood table, and we ate off the good china with your ancient, Irish mother who loved the color blue so much that you made sure the walls of her room and all its furnishings remained in that rarest of colors even decades after her passing.
So hard now to remember you and your red hair, and those ornate plates, so long gone, too.
8.
Wisps spilling from a passel, floating spirits in the form of flickering lights in the evening sky just barely visible beyond the curtain’s lace edge stained a faint lentil bean color.
The alcazar of the stars serrates depth with waves particulate as sand-grains if impossible to hold in the hand. Sounds an open palm might make passing through the twilight air.
However we happened here, forged from reptile, neuron and pure want, vaster realms populate space beyond us, the castle a plate to eat forms from, full of conjecture plum-ripened in the sun.
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