by Iris A. Law
Circumnavigation The way we sat at dinner over a dish of rank mussels and talked about food, one would have thought we had always been hungry.
We recalled the conquest of shellfish: bivalves, arthropods deprived of calcite and scale, of quivering jellyfish, sliced fresh on a bed of pickles.
But when we came to the one delicate variety of creature trawled from the waters that lap up against your hometown, its name escaped you –
language, elusive, slipped up between us like the sea, all salt and somnolence,
the way I imagine Magellan must have seen the tide rising in the space before the spear hit home and knew, but could not articulate
that the ocean is a seamless sphere, binding one broken horizon to the next under a sky that rarely ever guides us back to where we began. How to Wash
First, set the rice bowl in the sink. Apply the sponge until the sides are sleek with suds.
When the tap groans to life, rinse, holding the bowl low in the basin so that the water does not spatter.
When you set it by to drip, notice how the still life looks incomplete, imagine a second bowl, propped up,
leaning on yours to dry, imagine a woman wringing the cannery smell from your shirt, washing her hair in the sink each night before bed.
Imagine, as you apply a clean rag to the bowl's curved surface, that you are wiping the tears from a child's face .
Bites
An unwise encounter with mosquitoes at the lake and suddenly my hands bloat up,
fingers stiff with fluid, wrists fat and useless. I ask my roommates to open jars, struggle with zippers,
do not trust myself to handle a kettle or to wash the tea stains from the inside of my mug.
At night I hold my arms above the covers until they succumb to gravity and sleep, the softness of flannel chafing against
taut skin. I remember being four and riding the Hong Kong subway with my mother, the rhythmic doors
expelling and inhaling passengers who stared: whispering schoolgirls, nervous businessmen, a woman
who barked at my mother in idiomatic Cantonese. I looked contagious, every inch of me covered in large red spots –
remnants of a nighttime attack that left my brother and me caked in baking soda and fever. He healed quickly,
but my skin did not. The scars remained for weeks – little red stars, glowing, infected pinpoints that followed me home to America. |